A W E S O M E ! \ m /
I hate it so much when someone treat us like some sort of rubbish. I mean like, coming to us when he/she is in need or when he/she is friendless at that time being. Leaving us when he/she doesn't need us or when he/she has got an accompany. Don't you hate that kind of person? Hmm, perhaps not hate. It's just sort of dislike and feel kinda disappointed in him/her. Right? Maybe you guys doesn't feel like that, I do. Cause maybe I've really treat the person really good. Like my blood brother/sister. Whereas for him/her, most probably doesn't treat me like how I treat him/her. Back on what I was saying. He/she will also not side with us when we faced some problems. Hell, I guess I have mixed with the wrong friends. Well, I guess it's kinda too late yeah?! I know I've been talking about this to many people and I've even posted this problem on 25 May 2010, which is also my latest post. Today is already 1 June 2010. I thought he/she will realized that I'm referring to him/her and will change his/her attitude towards us. But from what I can see is that he/she is still the same.
I seriously hope things will not be like this. I hate seeing friendship breaking and tearing apart. What's more, we have gone through thick and thin. I mean like, in the past, we quarreled a lot. And somehow, this friendship was so strong that it can hang on till now. It's really wonderful. But, if somehow.. if it's going to break and tear apart, please wait for 'N' level to end or even when I'm in a new environment like ITE. But if I were to be promoted to Secondary 5, I hope this friendship won't end. Cause I know, as a friend like you mean a lot to me. All those memories with you can never be erased. But what you're doing now seriously hurt all of us a lot. I can't find the courage to face you. When I saw you, I don't know what to say to you at all. And it's my first time having this kind of feeling. I hope you can understand me and not misunderstand everything. I'm sorry if I've posted anything you don't like over here.
I might not reply messages cause I'm too over tired, sorry.
And to you, I'm sorry for what I've said yesterday evening. I really didn't mean it. Maybe you're really upset with me. Like you've said, put priority as your goals, as the main priority. You'll definitely find a better girl in future. Study hard and take care of yourself. I enjoy myself when I'm texting you and stuff. HAHA, thank you.
Preliminary 1 is over and I'm waiting for Preliminary 2 to come. I don't know why I'm so eager to meet Preliminary 2. Maybe because I want to prove to everybody that I'm able to score well and meet my goals that I've set for myself. I'm gonna work very hard for the rest of the year. I'm not going to slack anymore. I want to be promoted to Secondary 5 with Luna and Peiying. Have recess together with the both of them! For my Preliminary 1, I failed three subjects. I failed my English! How sadist can it be uh?! I'm so disappointed with myself. Especially with Mathematics. I've got a Grade 4 for Mathematics. I want at least a Grade 2! Urgh, but somehow.. no matter how much I worked and practice my Mathematics, I'll still not score well. I've got a lot of careless mistake. I hate careless mistake!
I also want to buck up on my Combined Science and Combined Humanities. I'm not good in Science. So, maybe work more on Humanities. Cause that require more on your own understanding about that topic. I'm afraid that my Social Studies will not score well. I know by blaming the teacher isn't a good thing. But that's the fact. I'm not the only students who think that that particular teacher isn't good. Other classmate has also go that thinking. So, I think that that has already proven how the teacher is yeah? Chinese also, I want to score a Grade 1! Cause I'm a chinese. But currently, I'm only achieving Grade 5. Sigh. Never mind, I believe in myself! Peiying ar, must help me in my Chinese and Combined Humanities! Luneh, must help me in my Combined Science! Understand understand?! And that Jing Jing.. Hmm, help me in.. HAHA, I don't know. You score well for your 'O' level can already!
HELP programme is alright? I love it! HAHA, I've not missed any lesson. Unlike that lesbian of mine! Bad girl! Tsk Tsk. OH! There's also a change in the seating arrangement. But sadly, I'm still placed around that place. I want to sit in front of the whiteboard! But, each and every time I want to change place, that Ai Ji will be there and I won't want to sit over there. I'll sit at the back, beside lesbian instead. Extra Art lesson after school everyday for the HELP programme. And it ends at 5pm everyday. Well, Ms Nur allow us to leave earlier for the past two days. I'm going to try my best and finish up my first wallpaper and get started with the other one. I don't want to be the last one to finish up my coursework and what's more! It's due, end of this month! ):
HAHA, I'm tired of blogging. Bye bye, I shall be back some time and post about my trip to the Universal Studio last Sunday. It's awesome, I tell you! Must go yeah! ♥
